life is rlly out here throwing shit at me im gunna fucken breakdown LMAO FUckKKK TAMGINA HAHAHAHAHAHAHWHWHWH can i have something good to happen for this week pls naman pota lol

why is the universe against me potaaa :< sUkO N A AKO BESH. two days palang yung 2019 pero ubos na yung energy ko for the whole year?!

lol can i juST Fuck everything maaan i rlly salute those people who chose to have a debut party without an organizer. tangina im currently havING A BREAKDOWN deep inside kasi im planning my own debut and feeling ko mamamatay aKO BESH TAENA. one of my 18 roses was caught in an accident tapos yung mom nya yung mag bebake ng cAKE KO SO GUESS KUNG SINO WALANG CAKE TAPOS SA SATURDAY NA YUNG DEBUT? SYEMPRE AKO taena 

GAGOOOO ANG PHYSICALLY CLINGY NG CRUEH KO PRRO no fun sya mag reply kasi lagi late ;/(((( fuck amf dkfbndndnnd and he doesnt initiate a convo sobrang no fun babe !!!!!! STEP UP YOUR GAME CRUSHIE WTFWTWFWTWFTWF

hi guys di ako makakalma sorry fkabdjsbsnsbdbdbs i rlly rlly rlly like this guy (kasi i rlly want someone who’s from la salle para we can be together always) tapos vocalist pa sya ng band ;-((( wtf i love. basta fmsbfnsndnsbdb last night we went out w my friends, kwento and kanta super wholesome lang. (he asked for my number, made hatid sakin and hugged me goodbye) bitch why :-(((((( altho feeling ko pafall sya so i dont want to asa that much tmabdns bye werld

sometimes the reason that i dont want to kwento to my friends is because im scared that they might judge me kasi alam ko naman talaga na im so fucked up as a person :< like hay gago i need friends who r equally as messy as me para di nila ako ijudge pls

hope (are you tired yet?)

it has been three days of endless crying

three days of phone calls begging for you to stay

you said i love you, i know you’re lying

it didn’t sound the same, the last time you said those words in may

i remember the sparkle in your eyes

when you said, “i love you, for you i’d die”

i was to naive to realize

you decided to let go last july

i was never really sure of anything

and even if my heart’s breaking

i’m still hoping; it’s you and me in the end

for i believe we have a love, nobody could bend

hangang kailan ako maghihintay na makasama ka?

hello miss ko parin sya but im better now. im better now. i think that he will always have a part of me pero okay na ako. sana okay sya. hehe. hay, james. :)

ok this is an appreciation post to fei lew. thank you for not getting tired of my drama and for understanding me in another level lmao. ty ty ty for trying to make me happy and for making an effort w lahat ng bagay. :-( fhakdbka super corny na but so lucky to have a friend like you??????

at the end of the day, whenever i see posts about a favorite person or the love of your life, i still think about him. which sucks, because he’s okay without me. i feel like i’ll be okay lang when he gives me the closure that i deserve tbh feel ko deserve ko talaga. :-) di ako malungkot dahil wala sya, malungkot ako kasi nasayang yung kami lol